Phew...This is the first time I'm posting this year. It has been a long time since I last posted, a long long time. Well, how come I choose to post a new post today? you ask. The answer is simple, that's because today's a pubic holiday, and most importantly, it's my birthday!!!

Time just flies, faster than you ever thought. I'm 18 now, hm... 18. What does 18 mean? Maybe it means that I'm officially a young adult now. When everyone is/was 18, we are capable of doing things on our own, such as openning account, driving a car, study out there alone and whatever else you can think of.

But for me, 18 is a new start. A new start after I have graduated from secondary school, and continue my life as a maturing human being, learning stuffz and also experience. I did very good when I was young. I got good results in UPSR and also PMR. God, I'm so proud of myself. Then, my SPM result came "into my collection". My self pride just came crumbling down instantly. Holy crap!! I screwed my SPM!! I have nothing to say, can't even cry out loud. What for, crying over a jug of spilt milk??

So that's why 18 is a new start for me. I have to be independent far away from home, study hard so that I can "replenish" my results. It has been about 6 years since I studied really hard, and I'm not sure if I can make it. But since I did it before, so I have to tell myself I can make it. I heard that A-Level is tough, but not as tough as STPM (that's the main reason I chose A-Level), so working hard is the only solution now that I can think of.

Man, working hard is damn hard, but I hope and pray that the fruits that beared after hard work is heavenly nice ans sweet.


Sincerely by
Outcasted the 1/2