New Semester

Howdy guys? It's been uum... more than 4 months!! I can't believe I have nothing to blog during the short semester. A whole semester without a new post, I blame Alice Madness Returns (which I finished with just a few days) and my packed-but-not-so-packed time table for the short semester.

Okay, enough with the blaming, coz they're not the reason; I'm just plain lazy, that's all. The new long semester started last week, and this will be my last semester in my degree life. Time sure flies without you realizing it! It's been almost 3 years now and after my placement/internship for 16 weeks after this semester, I will be graduating!! Uugh, I'm getting old...

I'm graduating in a few months' time!! Pinch me to see if I'm dreaming!!

That aside, I can't quite understand why the university started our class last week when they're giving us Raya Break for 1 full week the week after. I'm all alone in the hostel right now, with only few locals and some international students. At least Lyence is here until tomorrow. However, with most of the hostel-dwellers gone, I can have the internet all to myself!! Guess I'll start my download streak and also continue Dragon Nest-ing.

It's been so long since I got this kind of speed.

Too bad torrent was blocked half a year ago, so I can't get this speed anymore...

Fear is now building up within me, the fear of stepping out into the society, fear of my future. Decisions are to be made and I'm afraid of the path that I chose. I'm in a dilemma between choosing to work or continuing my studies. Even I chose to continue my studies, what should I do? Where should I go? I'm really reluctant to choose.

But, I still have to continue. This is a part of life, and it will be part of me. No matter what I choose, I pray that He guide me so that I can stay strong.

That will be for today. To all muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and nitez~


Yours truly,
Blue-Wingz