Time sure flies, and now its the start of the sixth month of year 2008. 1 week from now, I'll be having my first semester exam (11 June till 13 June). School is now geting tougher and tougher, with nowhere to stop and take a look at the surroundings. Lecturers rushing against time, stuffing in chunks of stuffs into the small tenee-wenee brains of ours. Though I mentioned this lots of times, but I still hate to know that I'm in a fast track.

Why can't they consider slowing down for a while? A while isn't too bad is it? Allowing us to catch some breath, take in the sceneries around us ( I mean the stuff in the notes and power points ) more thoroughly, then we set off in a new pace, advancing with knowledge that we gained and remembered well, isn't that good? We learned Chemistry and knew about the term dynamic equilibrium, why can't this apply on us? The forward reaction is equal to the backward reaction, if you keep inserting infos into our brain and did not give time for us to digest ( I know some of them have a faster rate of reaction in thier brains, but be considerate please, I'm slow in this reaction ), the equilibrium is broken.

Well, what can I do? I chose the path of studying A Level and paid for the large amount of fees, I can't afford to go back and regret now. This maybe life... Speaking of life, the song LIFE by YUI flashed through my mind:

泥だらけよ　馴染めない都会で
同じように笑えない　うつむいて歩いたの
急ぎ足で　すれ違う人たち
「夢は叶いましたか？」　ワタシまだモガいてる

子供の頃に戻るよりも　今をうまく生きてみたいよ
怖がりは　生まれつき

陽のあたる場所に出て　両手を広げてみたなら
あの空　越えてゆけるかな？　なんて思ったんだ

飛び立つ為の翼　それは　まだ見えない
カンタンに　行かないから　生きてゆける

濡れた子犬　拾いあげただけで
ちょっと笑えちゃうほど　涙がこぼれてきた
愛されたい　愛されたいばかり
ワタシ言っていたよね　求めるだけじゃダメね

子供の頃はママの事　ひどく傷つけた日もあったよね
変わりたい　いま全部.

陽のあたる場所に出て　この手を強く握ってみた
あの場所　あの時を壊して　I can change my life

でも　心の中　すべてを　とても伝えきれない
カンタンに　行かないから　生きてゆける

陽のあたる場所に出て　地図を広げてみるけど
I know…　You know…　迷い道も仕方ない
I can change my life

過ぎてきた日々全部で　今のわたしなんだよ
カンタンに　行かないから　生きてゆける

Changed the "atashi" part to fit into my scenario. I know this is an old song ( Somewhere around 2006 ), but it is soothing and somehow really describes the life of a person, that's why YUI's song is this nice. Sigh... it's late now, I have to sleep to replenish my energy and continue my journey of LIFE.

ジャア、またね!

By,
Blue-Wingz @ Outcasted